I have to write this blogpost and I'm sorry but I really don't want to. I don't want to write about all that happened today because it's real enough already. So I'm not actually going to say anything about today other than the fact that 24 hours ago things were much simpler. Now they're complicated. And I don't like it. And now we're on break and I won't see anyone for a week so I'll be sitting here refreshing facebook and clutching onto my phone even though I don't have his number and I have to go to the dentist tomorrow and I worry about missing him like I did earlier tonight when I did laundry and crap I was doing laundry and I don't care I'll just leave everything in the dryer until it's absolutely necessary to take it out because I don't care.
Also Alex is really nice to me. Thank you Alex. You're wonderful.